I would love to run away and start all over again. Begin new, although I know where ever I go my sadness will always be by my side. She’s the type of companion that will not let you go. No matter how far you try to remove yourself from them, they are always there for you. Haunting me in the back of my mind, Whispering doubts. Screaming over the happiness. Sometimes I just need to remove myself from people.. to get back to myself. To push away the sadness for the time being. Unfortunately she always finds her way back to me. Someday I will find my permenant escape. Just not today…not today.